Busy Busy Weekend

Oh where to begin on this hellacious weekend. I am so tired. My dad came on Thursday and we have been working non-stop on this house. SO FUN! We got all the rooms painted and now I am just going around doing trim. Painting trim sucks! My dad fixed the walls and ceiling in the living room by putting a texture on them – it looks so good.

I am just so sleepy and so much is going on at work. I just can’t think straight and all I want to do is lie my head on the desk and go to sleep. Is there an energy pill or something I can take. PLEASE!

Oh, and the place that has my bridesmaid dress isn’t open…hopefully it’s just closed on Monday’s!

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So where do I begin….this medication for the crohn’s disease blows…i am so cranky and tired. I am ready to be done and go back to my normal eating habits..this pasta and chicken can only last for so long. I am so tired and i just don’t want to be at work today. You know how you feel when you just want to lay your head down on the desk…that’s how I feel. and go to sleep for a couple of minutes (or hours). I have already messed one thing up today. Maybe i should just go home! Yeah right! Like that could ever happen. I just feel like I am going through the motions of life and not really living it..you know?? It’s like I get-up, shower, check email, get in the car, drive a little – the same road everyday, go to the same gas station every day and get breakfast, drive some more, sit in the same traffic everyday…then I am at work. I leave work..sit in traffic some more….and then my life is just blah. I do the same shit everyday…my life has no excitement. What does this mean?

So my tum tum hurt for a reason

So I went to the hospital…I have Crohn’s Disease. It’s official. I am on steriods for two weeks and it really sucks. I want to eat everything in sight. Anyone who knows me would know this is a bad thing.

I hate this. and I have to change my diet all around. I can’t have anything with fiber. I haven’t eaten white bread in years. But  I have to change, some books I have been reading say this can be controlled solely by diet. Yah right! We’ll see how far this gets me.

That’s it for now…I need to post to this thing more…and how do you get people to read it??

my tum tum hurts

Oh- What a freakin day! My stomach hurts so bad I can’t even stand up. I am going to the doctor today. I wish they could just give me a medicine that works. It’s the area around my belly button that hurts so bad! It has hurt for two days. Austin thinks I am stressed out, but I don’t think that’s it. I am not that stressed. I have been much more stressed before and my stomach never felt like this. What the hell! At least work is slow. So not everything in my life is so stressful I can’t take it. Things with the house are stressful. So currently I am having a good work/life stress balance. One is stressed and the other isn’t. Let’s just hope the day doesn’t come that both are extremly stressed. I would be in trouble.

Hello world!

Here we go. This is actually my second attempt at a blog. The first was on blogger and I just failed to keep up with it. This one will work promise. Although, I need to get a following otherwise I am just writing to read it myself. So come on people, read me!