Why does there always have to be people around. It’s so fucking annoying. I wish Austin and I lived in our own house. While we technically do live in our own house we are conjoined to Dusty and it is so fucking annoying. I am so pissed off right now. Just got home from work and there is no where for me to park in my own fucking driveway! Why?? Because all his fucking friends are over at his house getting tanked…it’s 2:56pm!!! WTF?? He has two deeded spots and we have two deeded spots. I know Austin doesn’t care but now he has to park on the street when he comes home. And there are always people around! It’s stupid. Don’t these people have anything to do with their lives. And sometime, I just want to be alone. Why are they so attached to each other. It’s infuriating. I think that’s why I liked our tiny ass apartment better. Because while it was small – I didn’t have people bothering me and always up in my face. Like my god! Spend sometime at your own damn house. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
June 29, 2007
June 28, 2007
I keep getting longer and longer in between posts
I have no idea what is wrong with me. Why can’t I write on this stupid thing? Maybe because I am so fucking busy at work I can’t even remember if I ate lunch..nevermind what I actually ate for lunch! It’s ridiculous. It’s like never ending. I think it’s funny to hear about people who planned their wedding while at work..I can’t even plan what I’m doing tonight. I barely have time to breath.
We decided on colors – not sure if I told that or not but they are fuschia and orange. I haven’t even had time to think about the wedding and I really need to but I am so exhausted when I get home. I did make another appt to go and look at gowns on July 7 – so that’s something.
That’s all I got. I’ll try to write more.
June 11, 2007
Do I have any readers anymore??
I’m sure I’ve lost everyone…it’s only been like two weeks. My god. This is supposed to be an outlet for stress and I am so stressed I can’t even write on the damn thing. Work is just so busy and life is so busy. We went to a wedding this weekend in Newport, RI and I was like “holy hell! I have a lot to do!” Today was actually a productive day, but it never seems as though I can get everything 100% all the time. For example, today I was productive all day at work. I was out of the office most of the day in Plymouth at a meeting. Left work on time (6pm) got home, helped Austin cook dinner, went to the gym for one hour, came home and watched Big Love. I’m using Crest White Strips so I have those in now and I was like “Gee..what am I going to do for 30 minutes” and then I remembered this thing. It was almost a perfect day except for the fact that I did not write down one damn thing in my online weight watchers book and I didn’t take any of my medication. Had I done those two things this would have been the best day of my life. But, no.
I have to pick colors for this wedding and I can’t decide. It’s like choosing the name of your first born or something. I never thought something as simple as colors would be so hard. Everyday it’s like we are back to square one with the damn colors. Any suggestions would be appreciated.
Maybe I’ll try this writing at night thing. Geesh, after the Soprano’s last night I probably could have written a book I was so pissed off. And like everyone else..we thought our cable went out.
